I’m unsure of feeling
feeling can be uplifting
stepping outside on a summer afternoon with no destination and not a clue in the wold of where you will happen to end up that evening
feelings can rip you apart and take everything you’ve got
cringing over and squeezing at your stomach trying to find the source of the dreadful feeling inside of you, digging and tearing at your own skin to still come up empty handed.
this is why I am so scared to give in
so incredibly scared of letting someone know that i have an overworking mind and I’ve taken millions mental notes on every move that you’ve taken just now to get out a short sentence
no one can know that i feel like this
no one will ever know.
My life is a mess and my head is only getting worse.
I cant decide the next move.